Tag: #Project3

I decided to divide my work into three parts, which are going to represent three phases of my mind. First one is starting with dark sound, which I wanted to give this feeling of insecurity, that represents my negative thoughts, caused by reality, I found myself in. As the first piece of sound is coming to the end, my vocal recorded in falsetto(mostly) is showing up , taking listener gradually into second part. This moment in my work is mirroring my mind trying to pull me out from my negative state of mind and put me in alternative reality, I’ve created in order to find happiness, enthusiasm to do anything again and to run away from real life I didn’t want to participate in, in that particular moment. Therefore for this part I wanted to use medium that will perfectly show how not confined in space this phase was. And lastly I decided to end my work with piece that it’s supposed to represent this surrealistic and magical world I have designed.

My first idea of how to approach topic of “reconnecting with myself” was showing what I am doing to achieve that.

Pandemic brought a really hard and dark times to me. I lost completely any enthusiasm. A lot of my plans were completely destroyed and I couldn’t do anything about that. I felt so small and powerless. I didn’t see sense of doing anything productive, so I wasn’t. I shut up in my shell, where there was only me and my thoughts. Covid showed me as well, how cruel and even more scary this world is(than I thought before). Everything is around money and connections. People losing their jobs and their only source of income, because they aren’t important enough. In order to survive this hard time I created my surreal reality I wanted to live in inside my head. I would like my piece to mirror my mind and make it possible for listeners to see how I am reconnecting with myself.